Will I Ever Get Better?

For most, this is the most troubling of questions we get asked or ask ourselves. Will I ever get better? What is 'better' and 'normal' for me now? You can easily torture yourself with the unanswered questions that you have no idea if they will ever be answered. With my condition, the general consensus is … Continue reading Will I Ever Get Better?

How I Survived A Wedding With ME

Hello! It feels like I haven't sat down to type on my laptop and create for you all in ages. I've been scheduling blog posts for weeks so I didn't have any extra pressures during the whirlwind of wedding life. It feels like I have a lot to tell you. The wedding was a wonderful … Continue reading How I Survived A Wedding With ME

Defining ME

So, my dear friends, it is silly o'clock once again and I'm sat writing this because notes and a title weren't enough. Brain fog can make writing particularly difficult as sometimes I completely forget the point or ending to something between night and the following day. This idea was too good to lose in the … Continue reading Defining ME

Hiding ME and Me

So It's ME awareness week from the 7th of May to the 13th with ME awareness day being the 12th of May. I have struggled to know where to start with ME awareness which is kind of funny considering I manage to write a blog post about it every week. I'm taking you far into … Continue reading Hiding ME and Me

When Days Out Don’t Go To Plan

Part of life is dealing with disappointment and accepting that sometimes it's just not your day. When you go out a total of once a week or less when it's not your day it can cut deeply. Add in the possibility that you could potentially face a negative reaction be that for using a disabled … Continue reading When Days Out Don’t Go To Plan

Pebbles, Mistakes And Growth

I am like any other human and I can focus on my past mistakes. I've made some massive ones in my lifetime. I am not the best person of letting go of the choices I made and the regret that followed it. I simply take a long time to get over the hurts in my … Continue reading Pebbles, Mistakes And Growth

I Felt Like I Needed To Write This

I haven't known whether to post this but this was my weekend. For all the spoonies out there. It was a hen party night last night and at the grand time of 9pm, I hit the invisible brick wall and then cried the whole way home. It was important night and I felt like I … Continue reading I Felt Like I Needed To Write This

Blurry Reality

Recently I had a moment when my reality which is my normal suddenly doesn't match up to the world's reality. If you've ever been to the opticians, there's typically a machine that takes a rough prescription of your eyes. It has a picture you look at, and it goes in and out of focus to … Continue reading Blurry Reality

Wisdom and Rainstorms

One of my favourite smells in the world is just after a heavy dose of rain/rainstorm. Especially in the summer, it just smells fresh and new and like the dousing of rain washed away some of the grime left from previous events. Life can become monotonous when you have any sort of long-term illness. The … Continue reading Wisdom and Rainstorms

Fear, Frustration, Fault & Struggling

Frustration. There are two meanings to this word according to Oxford Dictionaries. "The feeling of being upset or annoyed as a result of being unable to change something" and "The prevention of progress, success, or fulfilment of something." At this point in time, both of those interpretations of the meaning of the word frustration apply … Continue reading Fear, Frustration, Fault & Struggling