I haven’t known whether to post this but this was my weekend.
For all the spoonies out there. It was a hen party night last night and at the grand time of 9pm, I hit the invisible brick wall and then cried the whole way home. It was important night and I felt like I failed.
Today will be a bed day and the next few weeks will be payback. Whilst I love the Bride-to-Be dearly and wouldn’t have missed it for the world, the impact will be felt for a long time. We never talk about this because of the pain it will cause our loved ones. It doesn’t mean we didn’t want to spend the energy it’s just a brutal reality. My loyalty is always to my family who I will always try to protect from this but I needed to say it for the people who have a life like this. This is the last thing I remember in the restaurant.