I haven’t known whether to post this but this was my weekend.
For all the spoonies out there. It was a hen party night last night and at the grand time of 9pm, I hit the invisible brick wall and then cried the whole way home. It was important night and I felt like I failed.
Today will be a bed day and the next few weeks will be payback. Whilst I love the Bride-to-Be dearly and wouldn’t have missed it for the world, the impact will be felt for a long time. We never talk about this because of the pain it will cause our loved ones. It doesn’t mean we didn’t want to spend the energy it’s just a brutal reality. My loyalty is always to my family who I will always try to protect from this but I needed to say it for the people who have a life like this. This is the last thing I remember in the restaurant.
Seeing M.E In Reality 
I’m so sorry. How awful for you, both physically and mentally. I hope you get back to ‘normal’ as soon as possible and that the bride to be understood. Hopefully you’ll be up and about in time for the wedding, which is the most important bit. Thinking of you, you must be so disappointed.
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Thank you for your comment. I know that the bride does understand as hard as it is for her not to be disappointed. Hoping to be back to normal soon 😊
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I’m very glad that she does. It is so difficult even for close friends and family to understand an invisible illness properly. Take lots of care of yourself. I am looking forward to reading about the wedding at a later date, if you ever feel inclined to write about it – I adore weddings 😉
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Good to know, guess you’ll have to keep an eye out 😉
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Will do 😉
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